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Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Accept the exception
"If your peers don't accept you, and your family doesn't accept you then you'll suffocate. You'll suffocate in a room full of air"-some guy in this documentary I'm watching
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Today...
...Is the day. The day I lost what slight grip I had on my life. Its no longer in my hands...
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Monday, July 5, 2010
The placebo of life
After being away from civilization for a few days I've realized I'm destined to be alone. I don't have a single thing in common with a female on this planet. I plan on living the life of a tortured soul and an abandoned artist, whom has a great gift but has no one to share it with. The picture I'm painting can only be recognized by those who understand the emptiness which is my heart.
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
Surreality
Your mind is a canvas, paint your memories on it. Last night I came in contact with the most powerful feeling in the world--insanity. I wanna discover its true purpose in the world. The world will never be able to understand the things I saw because the simplicity of the complex thought is too much for the average human to understand. I must return to that bizarre wasteland. The key to survival in the insanity is to accept the reality of the surreality. Insanity only occurs when you figure the game out, its just a defense mechanism created by the Gate Keeper. I shall conquer it, I WILL NOT LOSE.
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
The truth about cats and muffins
MC Muffinnipples ( born Charles "Curly" Muffinnipplenski July 6 1986 )
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Crash
As I lie awake in my bedroom surrounded by nothing but blankets and
the cold brisk night time air, I pondered about the root of my
depression. For someone as unhappy as me you'd think it'd be pretty
easy to figure out but it's not that simple. I wonder what the problem
could be? Maybe it's my lack of a girlfriend? I'm currently interested
in this girl but I'm not too sure if she feels the same way about me
and I refuse to date her and potentially ruin our already strong
friendship. Earlier today I believe the beginning of the end of my
life occurred. For some odd reason I just completely lost it. This new
feeling went through my body and I stared at the clouds and I heard
God laughing. It's almost like he's telling me to give up and at this
point I'm almost ready too. What's the point of climbing the stairway
to heaven when you can just take the slide to hell? It's really hard
to keep pushing on when you're alone. I've lost 2 of my closest
friends over the weekend and I hung out with another a few days ago.
As much fun as I had hanging out with him and his family I still just
felt so mentally and emotionally isolated. It's a shame that nobody
how many people I surround myself with I'm just so alone. Maybe I was
meant to never prosper in life and be condemned to a lifetime of
unhappiness and false hopes. The only other person I can see being
hurt by this situation is my mother. I know she wants me to be happy
but I just don't know how I can be at this point. I need to rediscover
myself and figure out what my true calling in life will be.
"nice guys finish last, but some of the best men have too much pride
to race"-anonymous
the cold brisk night time air, I pondered about the root of my
depression. For someone as unhappy as me you'd think it'd be pretty
easy to figure out but it's not that simple. I wonder what the problem
could be? Maybe it's my lack of a girlfriend? I'm currently interested
in this girl but I'm not too sure if she feels the same way about me
and I refuse to date her and potentially ruin our already strong
friendship. Earlier today I believe the beginning of the end of my
life occurred. For some odd reason I just completely lost it. This new
feeling went through my body and I stared at the clouds and I heard
God laughing. It's almost like he's telling me to give up and at this
point I'm almost ready too. What's the point of climbing the stairway
to heaven when you can just take the slide to hell? It's really hard
to keep pushing on when you're alone. I've lost 2 of my closest
friends over the weekend and I hung out with another a few days ago.
As much fun as I had hanging out with him and his family I still just
felt so mentally and emotionally isolated. It's a shame that nobody
how many people I surround myself with I'm just so alone. Maybe I was
meant to never prosper in life and be condemned to a lifetime of
unhappiness and false hopes. The only other person I can see being
hurt by this situation is my mother. I know she wants me to be happy
but I just don't know how I can be at this point. I need to rediscover
myself and figure out what my true calling in life will be.
"nice guys finish last, but some of the best men have too much pride
to race"-anonymous
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Ever get to that point in life?
When you're just stuck there wondering what's next? I'm not suicidal or anything but at this stage it seems the only thing I can truly look forward to would be the peace and solitude that comes with death.
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